25/10/09

Haizz.......What a day.......Yesterday I had say something but I really cant do it.....I still cant forget it........I just act happy so that you wont hinzz.....What happen to me recently???I thought after PMR can happy but now.....I hope that world can end soon.....I dun like myself now......What to do.....Haiz.....Really really tired........What I can do not to think everyday is just keep run,badminton or out with friend...........but all this wont last long....
Really which 1 is the best choice.......

20/10/09

So suddenly I feel like want to write back my blog.......mayb cause of something happen few days ago.....I want to make it this blog as my diary......I very sad....I thought what I did for her is enough but haha mayb I just dreaming.......Be4 this we very happy but after that day can say your most happy day and my most sad day......after that I really feel that our relation not so good already.....Whats happening??I thought after few days, I will forget those.....Actually I still cannot forget the sad and pain.......If now can give me choose I would like to choose those days before PMR.....haiz I dunno why......this long holiday....hope that I can stay calm.....and I think all the thing I wrote here she won`t know.....which very good....if i free or got mood I will try to say out my feeling at here.....haiz...I thought after PMR all of us will happy but not le.......really dunno what to do now.....